U2

Just me, you and this empty bottle… They say you are waiting for me?... But how when I am waiting for you… They tell me you are looking down on me and looking over me?... I wouldn’t… There isn't much to see… They say you would be proud of me?.. I laugh and think “Proud of what?”.. Because I didn't just lose you… When you left I lost me… Can you hear me?... Do you hear my cries and my questions?...  Is it possible to miss from where you are at?... Because I miss you… God I miss you…I just… I hate who I have become without you… I hate destiny for taking you from me… I hate that I wasn't taken instead of you… Or taken with you… I hate that no matter how much I drink I can’t forget… I don't even know what I'm trying to say… I just… I just hope that this emptiness… This loss… Ends… With us together again… Do you remember?... Laughing about the past?... Do you remember talking about the most random things?... And you said… You said… Nah… Nevermind… It doesn't matter what you said… That is the past… And this is now… Me here alone… With everyone giving me the same comments about how they understand… And yes maybe they understand what it is like to lose someone they love… But they don't know what it is like to LOSE YOU… You were my strength, my focus, my reason… I will love you forever… Always…