Come Down

And she kissed me and said “Now watch.”... She used my cum as lube and she rubbed on her clit in small circles… Her hips raising and falling… Her moans becoming quicker and louder… Then she climaxed and she came all over the seats… But I'm getting ahead of myself… So let me start from the beginning…

Everyone was drinking and talking… All of us were in the hot tub… Music played in the background… She sat straight across from me… And even though I was with my girlfriend at the time… She stretched out and put her foot between my legs… We made eye contact… I played it cool… Saying nothing… She gave an evil smile and kept talking… I gave a quick glance around and no one seemed to notice…You have to understand… That the moment I met her… I had this picture… This picture in my head of this most beautiful… Scratch that… Not beautiful like a perfect scenery of a sunrise or sunset… No it was more of a lustful, animal like attraction… I simply wanted to fuck her… See her pretty pussy and finger her while I fucked her face… Lips made to lust for… Dark brown hair… Nice tits and ass… An attitude that made most men fear even asking her out… I calmed myself down so I could stand without showing everyone I was hard… And I said I will be back… I went to the restroom and sure enough… The door opened behind me… And she kissed me… I pushed her up against the counter and we continued kissing for another min or so… Then I pulled away… And she walked out and went back to the party… I never got her number… Never got to ask her out… Never got to know her… Never got to turn my lust into a reality… Time passed… Years passed… 

I was at this club with military friends in San Antonio Texas… I held my beer and just watched as everyone danced… Zoned out… Completely zoned out and just lost in my thoughts… And someone walked up to me and hit the top of my beer…. I held it away from me as it foamed and spilled everywhere… I looked up and there she was… Just laughing at me… I smiled… And put what was left of my beer on the table… She said “Do you remember me?”... I tried to act like I wasn’t surprised or happy to see her… But I think she could see through me… I wiped my hands on my pants then raised my hand like I was going to slap her… And she just laughed harder and said “Do it!”... I pulled her close to me and hugged her… I said “Who are you here with?”... She said it was just her and her friends… I took that as a sign that I could pursue her without the threat of a jealous boyfriend… I asked her “What are you drinking?”... She told me and we walked to the bar and I ordered myself another beer and got her drink… And we sat there at the table… Her sitting on my lap… Telling me what she had been up to with her lips close to my ear… I held her every now and then squeezing her thigh so she could lean down and hear my next question… We introduced our friends to each other… And as the club was closing… She leaned in close to my ear… I could feel her breath on me… And she said “Do you remember that night?”... I said “Yes.”... I smiled… And she continued… “Will you fuck me? Will you make me remember tonight?”... I didn't say anything…. And she kissed my neck… She continued “I don’t want you to love me, I just want you tonight.”... As she went to kiss my neck again… I turned to her and kissed her lips… And I said “Tonight is for you.”...   

She got in the truck… We kissed again… Sweat, sticky and hot… I reached and pressed on her pussy… I kissed her neck and could taste the sweat… The taste made me want her even more… And in that moment… As I kissed her and she reached for my dick… I thought about the first night we kissed… Thought about the lust that was in my heart since that day… A constant what if… I felt like all the paths of destiny lead to this moment… And not just for me… For both of us… I unbuttoned my jeans and pulled them down… I grabbed her hand and put it on me to let her feel how hard I was… She then reached to the side of the seat and put it all the way back… Pulled her panties down… She still had one leg in her panties when I got on top of her…  I kissed her again… And pressed all the way inside her as I brought her knees up… I said “I don't have time to make this last.”... And she said “Just fuck me and I will make myself cum.”... So I did… I fucked her and tried to cum as fast as possible… Windows fogging up… The taste of her sweat… The press of our bodies together… People walking through the parking lot and we just didn't give a fuck… I didn't take long at all.. I pulled out and came on her stomach… And she said “Now watch.”... She used my cum as lube and she rubbed on her clit in small circles… Her hips raising and falling… Her moans becoming quicker and louder… Then she climaxed and she came all over the seats… Then she tasted her fingers and smiled up at me… She said “Did you like that?”... I said “I loved it.”... And she said “Do you love me?”... And I said “I fucking love you.”... And she pushed me off of her… She said “You are such a fucking liar.”... And she laughed…

I gave her my snapchat name… We kissed goodbye… And yet… I didn't hear from her for weeks… Then out of nowhere she sent me a message on snapchat… We talked all day, everyday, for that whole weekend… Just learning about each other and listening to life stories… 

She said she loved playing with herself… Ever since she was young… She said she would get home before her parents and when she heard their car pull up she would rub on her clit and try to cum before they opened the front door… To this day the thrill of being caught just… Just is a crazy adrenaline rush… She said her dream is to go to confession… And confess her sins… And as the catholic priest listens to her… She would act normal… Sound normal… And touch herself… Temptation… Lust… Sin…

The tv casts a shadow… As she sits on the bed… Her shape is framed on the wall behind her… The tv plays music videos over and over… But she has the sound off… Pillow on her lap… Blanket covering her legs and nothing under the blankets except her pretty panties and pussy… She is wearing an oversized tee shirt…. No bra… Her hands on top of the pillow… She holds her phone up high and away… She takes a picture of herself… She adjusts the filter… Then she types… “For Cash December Only😍😘😆”... And presses send…

I didn't want to snort the product… But business is business and if I didn't then there would be questions… My phone vibrated… But I ignored it… I cut a line of coke and rolled a $100 bill… Then I inhaled deeply through my right nostril and leaned back feeling my face go numb… I licked my finger… Cleaned the line off the mirror and rubbed my gums… The money was exchanged and I said my goodbyes… Leaving the party and the chaos of drugs, alcohol, pussy and Norteno music… 

Before I could knock… I heard the door unlock… And open… She put her arms around my neck hugging me tight… And pulled her even closer… She kissed me… Just a quick peck on the lips and I could barely feel it… My face still numb from the cocaine…As we got to her room… I asked if she would take a picture for me… She laughed and said “Only if I get to keep them.”.. I agreed… She gave me her phone… With the flashing lights of the music videos playing… And the dark room… She seemed to glow regardless… Just this energy… It was like she knew… She knew that she was the center of my universe… She leaned back and opened her legs… With her shirt pulled up you could see the shape of her pussy through her panties… The phone flashed and the picture was taken… Then she lifted her shirt off… And she put one arm over her tits as she leaned back on her other hand… The phone flashed and the picture was taken… Then she put one hand inside her panties and I took another pic… She closed her eyes and put a finger inside herself… Then she opened her eyes and told me to come to her… I did and she put her finger in my mouth and then we tongue kissed… I got between her legs but she moved away from me and let me lay on my back… She grabbed my hand and told me “Hold my hair up.”... I held her hair up and she took all of me in her mouth… I closed my eyes and laid my head back… She squeezed my dick hard… So I looked back down at her… And she said “I want you to watch me.”... So I did… I fucked her face with her eyes on me and my eyes locked in on her… 

I picked her chin up and she had the head of my dick on her tongue… I told her “Your turn.”... And I laid her on her back and ate her pussy till she climaxed on my tongue… Then I tongue kissed her letting her taste the mess she made… 

There is a poetry… A rhythm to movement when the body and soul is in time with every motion and emotion… So when I placed the head of my dick up against her and pressed inside… Feeling her body tense, accept all of me, and hold me perfectly matching every thrust… I lost myself completely in her… And in the moment… I will not say I was making love to her… Because I'm not even sure what that means… No, it was more of just my evil natural heart… My own lust… My own greed that created a natural high… And I assume for her it was the same… I fucked her… Rough and hard… Feeling as if there was no end… Not wanting an end… Pushing her climax and my own climax to the edge… 

She grabbed my hand and put it on her throat… Her other hand at my stomach… Her body wanting more but not being able to take it all… So I put her on her stomach… Picked her ass up… Pulled her hair back and gave it all to her anyway… She gave me all of her and so… I gave her all of me… Then I had her on top of me… Facing away from me as she rocked real slow… Leaned back and I held her hips… I just looked at her… Her hair and the shape of her body moving in from her tits and then back out at her hips… She turned around… Facing me now and she rode me… And she leaned down and kissed me… And she said “Cum in me while we kiss.”... And as she rode me… I let go of her hips and just pulled her close as each thrust I came more and more…

We didn't shower… Instead we used a couple towels to clean off… She got in some sweats and we left her place… We cruised the city for hours… Nothing was said really… We just cruised the city and listened to music… Admiring the street lights as if they were stars or Angels watching the show…