Selena

Selena… She idolized the singer Selena… And like her she was beautiful, strong and intelligent… She deserved the world… And yet… Pretty words were her downfall… Language… Beautiful words… Placed in just the right order… And she opened up completely… Every letter, every word, every sentence broke a piece of her wall down until all that was left was her heart and soul.. Angels looked down in sadness as the drama played out… And the demons lusted for even more… For more… For more… And more… So the pretty words were replaced with the ugly truth and ugly actions… And he fucked her literally and figuratively… And once he and the demons had their fill of lust and heartbreak… They committed the final crime… They left her alone… And she truly felt alone… Because she had nothing left to give… She had lost it all, including herself… To language… To beautiful words… And how wet and how hard the demons were… To watch this play out… From what she believed was true love yet ending in heartbreak… She turned to anything and everything that would numb the pain… So she fell into drugs and a relationship with addiction… She lost her family… She lost her friends… She lost her kids… Now instead of standing strong she lays on her back as random men she just met grunt while fucking her… She feels nothing… No matter how hard they fuck her she feels nothing… She just feels the pain of being alone… And what of God?... Where is God when the demons eat and the Angels watch in horror… Where is his judgment when family, friends and society judges this girl?.. Welcome home… Welcome to your home… Come in and sit… Come in and drink… Come in and dance… Come in and ignore all that hurts you… These are all the people/demons that understand and are willing to share your pain… Because if you must be here… If you have to be here… You should enjoy it… Because there is no return…. No return…